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Opening up to the newest issue of US Weekly about her recent break-up with lesbian lover Samantha Ronson, Lindsay Lohan calls the difficult time she has to go through as "absolute hell." She, moreover, recalls the time Samantha dumped her last Friday, April 3 after nearly two years of dating, claiming that was "the worst night" of her life.

"I'm not a bad person and this is what happens," Lindsay is quoted as sharing her heart break with the publication in tears. "I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama. I'm a f--king 22-year-old girl who's in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie."

Lindsay Lohan and Samantha Ronson, who is a DJ, had been dating on and off since May last year. Both of them have repeatedly been hit with break-up rumors. After numerous denials, Lindsay publicly acknowledged on Monday, April 6 that she and Samantha are no longer together.

According to E! News, the same-sex lovers broke up after having a rough weekend. And soon following their split, Samantha blocked Lindsay from attending a party held at the Chateau Marmont on Friday night, April 3 to celebrate sister Charlotte Ronson's clothing line. Worse, Samantha also changed the locks on her Hollywood Hills home, where Lindsay had been living for the past six months. Besides, Samantha's family was reported to have been seeking restraining order against Lindsay.

Rumor has it, Samantha had repeatedly tried to break up with Lindsay over the past month. Yet, every time she tried to break her up, Lindsay threatened to commit suicide. Lindsay denies the claim though, insisting "I'm just really hurt! The whole situation is sick."

More private details on Lindsay's love life and what her friends say about her can be read on the new issue of US Weekly, which will go on sale on Wednesday, April 8.