Revealing the hardest part of documenting her relationship on TV, the 32-year-old reality star says she has 'no regrets' about her marriage to Jay though it has to come to an end.
- May 27, 2019
AceShowbiz - Ashley Martson has admitted that filming her relationship with Jay Smith for "90 Day Fiance" came with the downside. In an Instagram Q&A with fans on Friday, May 24, the 32-year-old answered a follower's question about the hardest part of sharing her love story to the world via the hit reality series.
"Being humiliated in front of the world because I loved someone," she responded. Ashley didn't explain though if it was Jay's alleged infidelity or viewers' backlash that caused her to suffer the humiliation.
Ashley also revealed that being followed by cameras for the show "isn't easy." Admitting she wasn't always proud of her behavior, she said of the upcoming episode, "When s**t hits the fan I am very ashamed with my actions and how I handled it. I know you saw it in the trailer. Stay tuned. I'm not proud at all..."
Despite the aforementioned downside, Ashley said she has "no regrets" about her failed marriage. Asked by another fan if there was a chance for her to reconcile with her estranged husband, she said, "We're much better off as friends."
Ashley recently confessed that she still loves Jay and leaving him was "the hardest thing" ever in her life, but she knew that they couldn't live together as a couple anymore. "The hardest thing I ever did in my life. I still love him," she wrote on Instagram Stories, adding, "I just know it can't work. [Too] much damage has been done."
Ashley filed for divorce from Jay for the second time last month after she allegedly caught him cheating on her again and slammed him in a cryptic Instagram post. The "90 Day Fiance" star said on April 25 that she was "devastated" about the split, but insisted that their marriage was "real."
The two remain amicable after their split, as Jay posted a Mother's Day tribute to Ashley on May 12. "You are a kind, generous and loving human being, a strong woman," Jay praised Ashley in a caption of a now-deleted photo showing her wearing a gray top, adding, "and one that I am lucky to know and proud to love. Happy Mother's Day @ashleye_90."
