AceShowbiz - %cMichelle Rodriguez% opens up about her feelings after %cPaul Walker% died in tragic car accident in 2013. In a clip posted by TMZ from upcoming documentary "The Reality of Truth", Michelle revealed that she was "jealous" of her "Fast and Furious" co-star's passing.
During the interview, Michelle is under the influence of a psychedelic plant/drug called Ayahuasca. The 37-year-old actress had reportedly taken the weed weeks before the interview, but it sounds like she's still a little under its spell when she rhapsodizes about life and death.
"When I lost Paul, I went through a year of just being like an animal, like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism?" she shares, "Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we just come here and can disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?"
Michelle explained that she went "crazy, nuts, berserk-o" the summer after Paul's death. "I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself and I'll tell you that my ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here," the "Furious 7" actress continues, "It wasn't a sadness that he's gone, it's more like a jealousy that he's there first."
Michelle's full interview will air as part of "The Reality of Truth" by Michael Zapolin.